E-Journal: The struggles of a teenage girl
I can take a few tears now and then, and just let em out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me;What hurts the most was being so close, and watching you taken away; never knowing what could've been.It's hard to force that smile when I'm with my friends, but it's still harder gettin' up, getting dressed, livin' without you by my side - Miss you daddy
Monday, November 21, 2011
11/21/11
Thanksgiving break -
Yay..
Well I am happy we've got a break, but I'm gunna dread going back to school.
Random side note, I've made some new awesome friends and I'm happy with that. But I've also lost a couple friends recently so I'm not to happy about that one...
There's really nothing else I have to say :/ Kinda bummed out today. It didn't go to well..
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Why am I up??? 1:34, 11/17/11
Hey! So sorry I haven't made posts lately...my fault! I've been really busy with school and everything, so I've been a little stressed out. I'm not very good at this whole highschool thing :p
On a weirder note, I'm on this thing called a rice diet. Basically I just eat rice. All the time. It's actually amazing..I love rice! It is a little dangerous however, because it causes you to drop pounds VERY quickly which isn't always good. Especially if you're skinny.
Moving on...
I've started doing a lot more art stuff...I love abstract/modern art, but I only get an inspiration every couple days, but then I forget it. SO, if you read these, and you follow me, give me some suggestions? Thanks! Maybe I'll make one just for you? <3
Also -
I was thinking of starting vloging but I just can't make up my mind on whether or not I should :/ It's up in the air.. ^^
Recently I've decided I REALLY like video editing. I don't know why...it's just a lot of fun. Hopefully I can save up enough money to buy a good camera and some good software to make that all happen...
WELL it's late, I really should be sleeping, but I've just been horribly distracted. SO...So long!!
BTW - Please please follow my blog! It'd mean a lot :)
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
August 23 2011
WOW
First day of school and I gotta tell you. It was Terr-A-BUHL!!! Seriously?! I'M GUNNA FAIL! It's not fair. Anywho...I like my teachers, it's just...this is the first day of school and I'm already stressin out. Yeah...PE was torture too. I mean it wasn't THAT bad but, all the genetically weak people like me aren't SUPPOSED to be doing this to our bodies. But I guess I'll be a good sport and have a good attitude about it...I'm looking forward to tomorrow and some spare time =)
First day of school and I gotta tell you. It was Terr-A-BUHL!!! Seriously?! I'M GUNNA FAIL! It's not fair. Anywho...I like my teachers, it's just...this is the first day of school and I'm already stressin out. Yeah...PE was torture too. I mean it wasn't THAT bad but, all the genetically weak people like me aren't SUPPOSED to be doing this to our bodies. But I guess I'll be a good sport and have a good attitude about it...I'm looking forward to tomorrow and some spare time =)
Saturday, August 20, 2011
August 20th 2011
Hey all =)
It's pretty much the last free day before school starts. I know we have Sunday, but that doesn't count, soo Saturday was the last day for me. I'm not to happy. I want summer to continue forever. Which is weird because usually I can't wait for school to start, but honestly this year I'm just scared. Please, pray for me, and to my readers, I'll be praying for those starting school this week as well. You know...everything is so terribly different. There are so many things I'd wish for RIGHT now, but even if I make all the wishes I want...nothing will change.
It's pretty much the last free day before school starts. I know we have Sunday, but that doesn't count, soo Saturday was the last day for me. I'm not to happy. I want summer to continue forever. Which is weird because usually I can't wait for school to start, but honestly this year I'm just scared. Please, pray for me, and to my readers, I'll be praying for those starting school this week as well. You know...everything is so terribly different. There are so many things I'd wish for RIGHT now, but even if I make all the wishes I want...nothing will change.
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