I can take a few tears now and then, and just let em out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me;What hurts the most was being so close, and watching you taken away; never knowing what could've been.It's hard to force that smile when I'm with my friends, but it's still harder gettin' up, getting dressed, livin' without you by my side - Miss you daddy
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
March 17th
Hey there :) Well whatever I had is gone! Thank you God! I couldn't go much longer being sick like that...well I'm on spring break right now, so I have a chance to rest...yay! Hopefully I can get some more work done...In any case, I'm basically hiding out in my room all the time because...I don't know...there's just nothing else to do around the house. I've been doing school work when my mom doesn't know it (hoping to surprise her :D)So yeahh...I'm gunna go eat now, so bye!
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