I can take a few tears now and then, and just let em out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me;What hurts the most was being so close, and watching you taken away; never knowing what could've been.It's hard to force that smile when I'm with my friends, but it's still harder gettin' up, getting dressed, livin' without you by my side - Miss you daddy
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Why am I up??? 1:34, 11/17/11
Hey! So sorry I haven't made posts lately...my fault! I've been really busy with school and everything, so I've been a little stressed out. I'm not very good at this whole highschool thing :p
On a weirder note, I'm on this thing called a rice diet. Basically I just eat rice. All the time. It's actually amazing..I love rice! It is a little dangerous however, because it causes you to drop pounds VERY quickly which isn't always good. Especially if you're skinny.
Moving on...
I've started doing a lot more art stuff...I love abstract/modern art, but I only get an inspiration every couple days, but then I forget it. SO, if you read these, and you follow me, give me some suggestions? Thanks! Maybe I'll make one just for you? <3
Also -
I was thinking of starting vloging but I just can't make up my mind on whether or not I should :/ It's up in the air.. ^^
Recently I've decided I REALLY like video editing. I don't know why...it's just a lot of fun. Hopefully I can save up enough money to buy a good camera and some good software to make that all happen...
WELL it's late, I really should be sleeping, but I've just been horribly distracted. SO...So long!!
BTW - Please please follow my blog! It'd mean a lot :)
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