July 5th 2010

Hey everyone :) Well. What do I have to say? I think tonight, I just realized how easy 1)I thought living in this world would be. There was a time when I thought a single kiss would change everything. Where three words would turn my world around. When a smile would turn someone's day upside down. The mind of a child - priceless. Beautiful. Pure. Why is it that with age comes immaturity? Why is it that with age..one stops believing. Miracles don't exist. There is no such thing as love. Happy endings? Never happen. Why does this happen? Today I realized I don't believe in all that anymore. I also realized how naive I used to be. I'm sure I still am, and that's never really going to change for someone like me. A number can really turn around someone's world. Especially mine.

Hey there guys! :) I know I haven't written in a while, but I'm in a much better mood now then I was a couple days ago. Everything is looking up. Well. I don't really know what to talk about. I haven't talked to my 9th grade friends in a long long time. I don't know why. I never get emails form them anymore (which is realllyy rare) and, none of them will call. I don't know what's going on. Ha, I guess I don't really care, because I only noticed it today, and its been months :) So, anybody got any suggestions on how to make some extra money? I want to get a job, but everyone is telling me I'm to young. You have to be 14 to get a job, and thats how old I am sooo. In any case, please give me some ideas on what to write about! :D I have been writing boring posts for a long time now, so I think I need to change the subjects a little. Also, can you give me and idea or two about a comedy video I can do? Ha! Thanks guys :)
Love ya!

Love, Peace, JESUS

July 1st 2010

Hey! I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, but I'm really busy. Life is actually kinda stressful right now. I feel really...bummed out. Why oh why does life have to be so difficult? I'm kinda frustrated with how my life is going right now, but, I can't fix it. And i feel really misunderstood, which also can't be fixed. I really hate complaining to you guys, but I guess it's easier to complain to you because I don't know most of you.

But in any case. I feel like BLEH. I can't describe how I feel. I'm not happy, but I'm not all that happy either. Ok, I don't want to depress any of you, so I'm just gunna go now, but I'll talk to you later

June 21st

Hey! Well, my brother is leaving for flight camp next week, so I get the house to myself :) I know I'm going to be lonely for a little while, but a little alone time with my mom ain't so bad either ;) Well, actually, I'm already pretty lonely at the moment cuz my best guy friend is gone on vacation, and he won't be back until Saturday. I miss him a lot, and wish he'd hurry up and come back already...