July 1st 2010

Hey! I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, but I'm really busy. Life is actually kinda stressful right now. I feel really...bummed out. Why oh why does life have to be so difficult? I'm kinda frustrated with how my life is going right now, but, I can't fix it. And i feel really misunderstood, which also can't be fixed. I really hate complaining to you guys, but I guess it's easier to complain to you because I don't know most of you.

But in any case. I feel like BLEH. I can't describe how I feel. I'm not happy, but I'm not all that happy either. Ok, I don't want to depress any of you, so I'm just gunna go now, but I'll talk to you later

June 21st

Hey! Well, my brother is leaving for flight camp next week, so I get the house to myself :) I know I'm going to be lonely for a little while, but a little alone time with my mom ain't so bad either ;) Well, actually, I'm already pretty lonely at the moment cuz my best guy friend is gone on vacation, and he won't be back until Saturday. I miss him a lot, and wish he'd hurry up and come back already...

June 20th - Fathers Day

Hey guys :) So...today's been pretty bland. We all got up at 9:30, got ready for church, and then left at 10:00...after the service, we went and got something to eat, then we bought some flowers, and went to the cemetery to visit dad. Yes, I did cry some unseen tears, using my sunglasses to hide them....speaking of which, I have to go get my eyes examined so I can get myself some glasses :p A couple people are like "NOOOO!! Get contacts!" Haha, to those people - relax. I'm not getting braces, and no, I am not turning into a nerd...and hopefully, if I am, I'll be a very cute nerd ;)

Link to my video journal - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoQNkkktDlY

June 19th

Hey everyone! Not much to talk about, so I'm just going to give you the address to my online video journal (youtube) its an attempt to get more people to look at my blog haha :) so here it is

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5AzwySyNFU

so yeah, hopefully you watch that, i know it's a little long, but...hopefully it's worth it :)