Haven't written in a while, but...I kinda felt the need to write tonight :) I made a post on face book talking about how I felt so blessed about everything I have. And I am...I admit, during May (of last year of course) I did feel sorry for myself...I was angry, depressed..confused. And I thought I had a reason to be. But through all the dark stuff, depression, confusion and anger, I never pushed that aside to see what I HAD right in front of me. A family, friends that care, both of which love me. I've realized that now. Just because I'm going through something hard doesn't give me an excuse to change who I really am. It doesn't give me an excuse to ignore those who care and love about me, and I'm sorry.
One of my very dear friends is going through a hard time right now. Cept it isn't something emotional, it's something that's physically hurting her. And she's being so...amazing about it. If I was going through what she was going through, I wouldn't have the courage or strength to keep my head up and act like nothing is wrong. I love her to pieces, and she inspires me, even though she's younger. She's a beautiful, amazing young woman that I'm also very thankful to know.
Alrighty. I'm off...I'm exhausted, and now that I've got that off my chest I feel much better :) I love all my friends, and all those who support me, especially my family. My mom is amazing. I look up to her in a lot of ways, even though she doesn't realize it. She's taken on so much in the past two years and hasn't had an emotional break down yet ;) I love her so much...so much.
God, Thank you for everything I have... <3
aww...that's a good way to look at it! I love who you are! You don't need to change anything! But I'm so blown away at your mature disitions for this age, God has given you Wisdom!
ReplyDeleteI love you Lilly!