Monday, August 9, 2010

August 9th 2010

Our house is coming along great! I'm finally starting to make some sense out of all the mess :D As soon as the dust is cleared, and the rubble is out of our driveway, I'll probably invite a few friends over :p. Maybe have a pool part, or something fun like that, what do you think? Mom is getting excited about the house, which I'm really glad to see..she's been so stressed lately with the house, and school starting for her tomorrow. I just wish she had more time to sit down and relax and enjoy any free time! But I guess life as a teacher isn't like that..Oh well, I'll be sure to do something extra special for her over Spring and Christmas break.

Soo..I have a lot of dreams about my childhood, many of them are "visions" not really dreams..those of you that are my really close friends would know about my visions :) Anyhow..last night, I am afraid to admit, I had a complete emotional break down, involving me crying for 45 minutes, and talking to a picture of my dad..i guess the worst part is that three or four years ago, I never would have suspected my life being like this. I just wish I had treasured the time that I had with my dad..instead of going out all the time, and being everywhere BUT where my dad was. I just really miss him..I don't know how else to get that out of my system other then telling it here..Please forgive me.