To all friends...
To many of you, I've been terrible. I've been mean at times, I'll admit. I've made mistakes. I've done a lot of things wrong... loosing your trust no doubt. I hurt you...and I'm sorry. You were one of the most important things in my life. Really - you got me through all the hard situations, and helped me become who I am today.
Last night I had a dream...dad was there. In his bed, hooked up to the IV just like the day I last saw him. He woke up, looked at me, held my hand...and he said "Live. No regrets...laugh. Love..." And he was gone.
So today I need to tell everyone. I love you all. Thanks for being there. Thanks for caring...thanks for loving me when I didn't deserve it. Thanks for telling me it was going to be ok. And thanks to the friends who got mad at me and told me to get out of the dirt and continue my life...from this day forward- I want to live, no regrets. I want to laugh. And most of all...I want to show Jesus' love.
