Haven't written in a while, but...I kinda felt the need to write tonight :) I made a post on face book talking about how I felt so blessed about everything I have. And I am...I admit, during May (of last year of course) I did feel sorry for myself...I was angry, depressed..confused. And I thought I had a reason to be. But through all the dark stuff, depression, confusion and anger, I never pushed that aside to see what I HAD right in front of me. A family, friends that care, both of which love me. I've realized that now. Just because I'm going through something hard doesn't give me an excuse to change who I really am. It doesn't give me an excuse to ignore those who care and love about me, and I'm sorry.
One of my very dear friends is going through a hard time right now. Cept it isn't something emotional, it's something that's physically hurting her. And she's being so...amazing about it. If I was going through what she was going through, I wouldn't have the courage or strength to keep my head up and act like nothing is wrong. I love her to pieces, and she inspires me, even though she's younger. She's a beautiful, amazing young woman that I'm also very thankful to know.
Alrighty. I'm off...I'm exhausted, and now that I've got that off my chest I feel much better :) I love all my friends, and all those who support me, especially my family. My mom is amazing. I look up to her in a lot of ways, even though she doesn't realize it. She's taken on so much in the past two years and hasn't had an emotional break down yet ;) I love her so much...so much.
God, Thank you for everything I have... <3
