You know how some people say that even if you have all the friends in the world, you can still be the loneliest? Why do I feel like that's what's happening to me? I have all these friends, and I know they care...But with all due respect, none of them understand. And even if they did I'm sick of hearing so many "I'm sorries" and apologies. It's not their fault. They can't fix it. No one can...what's done is done. I'll never get back what I had. I want to move on and forget everything that's happened. I wish I could wake up and realize it was all something I dreamed up..
I want someone to tell me that I haven't lost my mind. I need someone to tell me that I'm not crazy...Because every day is a struggle.
I'm so sorry - I promised you I would be strong. I promised I wouldn't let myself go. But I just can't do this.
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