Tuesday, May 10, 2011

May 10th 2011

Hey everyone :) So tomorrow is my last day of school. Boy...mixed feelings. Next year is going to be really weird and I don't know if I can handle it. But I'm also really excited cuz I've been waiting for highschool all my life...just kidding. I've been waiting to get married all my life but...I'm not so sure about that anymore, and seeing as I'm not married, the whole highschool thing comes first ;)

So anyway. Today I was outside my house and I decided to have a conversation with my imaginary friend. Went pretty well...but I kinda realized that I don't trust. I don't really trust anyone. And that's really bad...cuz...doesn't everyone have at least one person they trust with everything? I mean I have a few friends I'll tell everything to, and I do trust they won't tell anyone, but with things like my LIFE I'm not sure I could trust them. Or someone else's life. Like a best friend? Now I completely lost my train of thought. Either way. Did Job trust God when he hit a rough spot? I've just got to know because...I've had doubts. In the past...now and probably in the future. But is it ok to doubt? Is it ok not to trust the one thing you SHOULD trust with everything?

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